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Lost everything

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So last week my computer stopped working so my mother brought it to her IT friend at work and I just got it back, i thought my hard drive would have been saved but nope the computer and hard drive completely fried out, I lost all of my art work, writings, and a lot of other shit. Everything is gone and i dont have a back up computer so no art until i can afford to get a new laptop
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baddie level

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stolen from @/ggaLli

Level 1
( ) Smoked a cigarette.
( ) Smoked a cigar.
(X) Kissed a member of the same sex. 
SO FAR: 1

Level 2
(X) Are/been in love.
(X) Dumped someone.
( ) Been fired.
(X) Been in a fist fight.
SO FAR: 4

Level 3
(X) Had a crush on an older person.
(X) Skipped class.
( ) Slept with a co-worker.
(X) Seen someone/something die.
SO FAR: 7

Level 4
( ) Had/have a crush on one of your DA friends. >////<
( ) Been to Paris.
( ) Been to Spain. 
(X) Been on a plane. 
( ) Thrown up from drinking.
SO FAR: 8

Level 5
( ) Eaten sushi.
(X) Been snowboarding.
(X) Met someone in person through the internet.
( ) Been in a mosh pit.
SO FAR: 10

Level 6
( ) Been in an abusive relationship. 
( ) Taken painkillers. 
(X) Liked/loved someone who you couldn't have.
(X) Laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by.
(X) Made a snow angel.
SO FAR: 13

Level 7
(X) Had a tea party.
(X) Flown a kite.
(X) Built a sand castle.
( ) Gone mudding.
(X) Played dress-up.
SO FAR: 17

Level 8
(X) Jumped into a pile of leaves.
(X) Gone sledding. 
(X) Cheated while playing a game.
(X) Been Lonely.
(X) Fallen asleep at work/school.
SO far: 22

Level 10
(X) Watched the sun set or rise.
(X) Felt an earthquake.
( ) Killed a snake. 
SO FAR:  24

Level 11
(X) Been tickled.
( ) Been robbed/vandalized.
(X) Been cheated on.
(X) Been misunderstood. 
SO FAR: 27

Level 12
( ) Won a contest.
(X) Been suspended from school.
( ) Had detention. 
( ) Been in a car/motorcycle accident.
SO FAR: 28

Level 13
(X) Had/have braces. 
(X) Eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night. 
(X) Danced in the moonlight.
SO FAR: 31

Level 14
(X) Hated the way you look.  
(X) Witnessed a crime.
( ) Pole danced. 
(X) Questioned your heart.
(X) Been obsessed with post-it notes. 
SO FAR: 35

Level 15
(X) Squished barefoot through the mud. 
( ) Been to the opposite side of the world.
(X) Swam in the ocean. 
(X) Felt like you were dying. 
SO FAR: 38

Level 16
(X) Cried yourself to sleep.
(X) Played cops and robbers.
(X) Recently colored with crayons/colored pencils/markers. 
( ) Sang karaoke.
(X) Paid for a meal with only coins. 
SO FAR: 42

Level 17
(X) Done something you told yourself you wouldn't.
(X) Made prank phone calls. 
( ) Laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose. 
( ) Kissed in the rain.
SO FAR: 44

Level 18 
( ) Written a letter to Santa Claus. 
(X) Watched the sunset/sunrise with someone you care/cared about. 
(X) Blown bubbles.
(X) Made a bonfire on the beach or anywhere. 
SO FAR:  47

Level 19
( ) Crashed a party.
(X) Have traveled more than 5 days with a car full of people. 
(X) Gone rollerskating/blading.
(X) Had a wish come true.
( ) Been humped by a monkey. 
SO FAR: 50

Level 20
(X) Worn pearls.
( ) Jumped off a bridge.
(X) Screamed "PENIS" or "VAGINA". 
( ) Swam with dolphins
SO FAR: 52

Level 21
(X) Got your tongue stuck to a pole/freezer/ice cubes.
(X) Kicked a fish.
(X) Worn the opposite sex's clothes.
(X) Sat on a rooftop and watched the stars.
SO FAR: 56

Level 22
(X) Screamed at the top of your lungs.
(X) Done/attempted a one-handed cartwheel.
(X) Talked on the phone for more than 6 hours. 
(X) Recently stayed up really late talking to someone you care about.
SO FAR: 60

Level 23
(X) Picked and ate an apple right off the tree.
(X) Climbed a tree.
(X) Had/been in a tree house.
(X) Been scared to watch scary movies alone.
SO FAR: 64

Level 24
( ) Believe in ghosts.
( ) Have/had more than 30 pairs of shoes.
( ) Gone streaking.
( ) Visited a jail.
SO FAR: 64

Level 25
(X) Played chicken.
(X) Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on.
(X) Been told you're hot by a complete stranger. 
( ) Broken a bone. 
(X) Been easily amused. 
SO FAR: 68

Level 26
(X) Caught a fish then ate it later.
( ) Made a p*rn video/got asked to make one.
(X) Caught a butterfly.
(X) Laughed so hard you cried.
(X) Cried so hard you laughed.
SO FAR: 72

Level 27
( ) Mooned/flashed someone.
(X) Had someone moon/flash you.
(X) Cheated on a test.
(X) Forgotten someone's name.
( ) French braided someone's hair.
( ) Gone skinny dipping.
( ) Been kicked out of your house.
SO FAR: 75

Level 28
(X) Rode a roller coaster. 
( ) Went scuba-diving/snorkeling.
(X) Had a cavity.
(X) Blackmailed someone.
( ) Been blackmailed.
SO FAR: 78

Level 29
(X) Been used.
(X) Fell going up the stairs. 
(X) Licked by a cat. 
(X) Bitten by a cat.
( ) Gone to a rave party.
SO FAR: 82

Level 30
( ) Been shot at/or at gunpoint.
( ) Had sex in the rain.
( ) Flattened someone's tires. 
( ) Rode in a car/truck until the gas light came on.
( ) Got five pounds or less worth of gas.
TOTAL: 82

0-10: Go outside.
11-20: Get a life.
21-30: Loser.
31-40: Loner.
41-50: You have friends? 
51-60: You're kinda-sorta cool. 
61-70: I'll hang with you. 
71-80: Mr. Cool.
81-90: Dude, you're sweet!
91-100: Fuckin' awesome!
101-110: Woah! YOU WHORE! YOU'RE TOO AWESOME~ 
111-119: Holy shit, you belong in a hospital!
120: Corpse...
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{Tagged}

3 min read
Tagged by the awesome MarshmallowBreeze
thanks for tagging me, :)


1.) Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, and find line 4.
"There's a life to live; must ignore my stupid head"
from: Dodie Secrets for the Mad. Obsessions, Confessions, and Life Lessons.

2.) Stretch your left arm out as far as you can. What can you reach?
A beheaded barbie doll, i was doing a repaint and i keep forgetting to put the head back on

3.) What is the last thing you watched on TV?
LUCIFER!!!!! ITS SOOOOO FUCKING GOOD 

4.) Without looking guess what time it is?
6:40pm

5.) Now look at the clock. What is the actual time?
6:31pm, close enough

6.) With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?
my mother watching Anthony Bourdain and my brothers screaming over Xbox live

7.) When did you last step outside? What were you doing?
today coming back home after see the Incredible 2

8.) Before you started this survey, what did you look at?
my phone notifications 

9.) What are you wearing?
a black shirt with a cat, that is shooting lasers out of its eyes at various foods, riding a T-Rex which is shooting lightning out of its mouth whilst in space and a pair of black shorts

10.) Did you dream last night?
i was flying in space with Bob Ross and Deadpool ( I honestly don't even know anymore)

11.) When did you last laugh?
approximately 30 minutes ago at an inside joke

12.) What are on the walls you are in?
A sexy deadpool poster, A Link from legend of Zelda poster, A Rick and Morty poster, Tapestry, a "DANGER: NINJAS,PIRATES, MONSTER, & ZOMBIES" poster, a Ghost Busters poster, Purple Christmas lights and a Steven Universe poster

13.) Seen anything weird lately?
homeless man eating a banana in the middle of the street

14.) What do you think of this quiz?
it cool

15.) What was the last film you saw?
Incredibles 2

16.) If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy?
a new computer/ drawing tablet

17.) Tell me something about you that I don't know?
I've never kissed a guy only girls

18.) If you could change one thing about the world. 
bigotry, like completely get rid of it and have everyone be chill with one another choices

19). What do you want to learn in the future?
sign language 

20.) George Bush:
idk, the only this significant about bush in my mind is the fact that we were at war from the moment i was alive, literally i was born 1 day before 9/11...

21.) Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her? 
Baer Andy Baker
(that's pronounced bear btw)
22.) Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him?
Theodore Grey Baker

23.) Would you ever consider living abroad?
YESSS 

24.) What do you want God to say when you reach the pearly gates?
there is no god.....fight me

25.) Tag six people who must also do this in THEIR journal:
MikeinelxXKingArtemisXxAbsoluteDreamAlexanderThePandaafifesayar, and hopehound

:Note: you don't have to do it, only if you wanna do it 
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1. what’s your gender? 
- non-binary

2. what are your pronouns?
- i dont really care

3. is your family accepting?
-  yes my mother only (i only told her)

4. what do you wish you could tell your past self?
- your'e fine these feelings are normal and don't fucking tell lily she will out you

5. what is your sexuality?
- panromantic/ asexual

6. favorite color?
- black, white, & yellow

7. sun gay or moon gay?
- moOn GaY

8. when did you find out your sexuality?
- i knew i wasn't straight when i was 11 but i didn't rally find out until 10th grade

9. how was your day?
- great 

10. do you have any gay friends?
- a lot

11. what’s your favorite hobby?
- reading

12. who’s the best gay icon in your opinion?
- Miles Mckenna or Leonardo da Vinci (both gay daddies)

13. which pride flags do you like the most design/color wise?
- non-binary flag i love the colours soooo much

14. are you openly out?
- only to friends

15. are you comfortable with yourself?
- not at all

16. bottom or top?
- i seem like a top but am totally a bottom

17. femme or butch?
- butch

18. do you bind?
- i wish

19. do you shave?
- armpits only

20. if you could date anyone you wanted, who would it be?
- idk i dont really find anyone romantically appealing rn 

21. do you have a partner (s)?
- nope

22. describe your partner (s)?
- i still dont have any

23. have you ever dated anyone of the same sex?
- yes

24. anyone of another sex?
- yes

25. pastel gay or goth gay?
- goth gay

26. favorite dad in dream daddies?
- Robert or Joesph

27. tell me a random fact about yourself?
- i love pimple popping videos 

28. do you own any pride flags/merch?
- no but i wish

29. have you ever been to a pride parade?
- no but i wish

30. any advice to someone who isn’t out or who is exploring themselves?
- IDFK IM NOT GOOD WITH ADVICE
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another meme

4 min read
 - Name: Hailee or Hay

- Single or taken: single

- Sex: nonbianry cause GFY

- Birthday: sept. 10

- Sign: Virgo

- Hair color: brown

- Eye color: hazel

- Height: 5'6.5

- Are you straight/bisexual/gay?: Panromantic/ Ace (IDK really)

____________________________________________________________________________
S P E C I F I C S
____________________________________________________________________________

- What kind of shampoo do you use?: Tresemme

- What are you listening to right now?: Would you be so kind - Dodie

- Who is the last person that called you?: my mom

- How many buddies are online right now?: 2 

____________________________________________________________________________
F A V O U R I T E S
____________________________________________________________________________

- Animal: Birbs and sloths

- Colour: black

- Drink: coffe

- Element: earth

- Food: tacos

. Game: sims 4

- Movie: My neighbour totoro

- Song: Eden by StuffbyJas

- Subjects in school: history and art

- T.V.:\ Shameless
____________________________________________________________________________
H A V E | Y O U | E V E R
____________________________________________________________________________

- Given anyone a bath?: yes

- Smoked?: no

- Bungee jumped?: no

- Made yourself throw up?: no

- Skinny dipped?: no

- Ever been in love?: yes

- Made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: yes

- Pictured your crush naked?: maybe

- Actually seen your crush naked?: nope

- Cried when someone died?: once or twice

- Lied: yeah

- Fallen for your best friend?: once

- Used someone?: yea

- Done something you regret?: hell yeah

____________________________________________________________________________
C U R R E N T
____________________________________________________________________________

- Clothes: sweatshirt and sweats

- Desktop picture: galaxy slideshow

- CD in player: none

- DVD in player: Mulan 

____________________________________________________________________________
L A S T | P E R S O N
____________________________________________________________________________

- You touched: my cats

- Hugged: Adrionna 

- You kissed: my cats

- You IMed: Sadi

- Talk to online: Sadi

- You sexed it up with: no one

___________________________________________________________________________
A R E | Y O U
___________________________________________________________________________

- Understanding?: yeah

- Open-minded?: yeah  

- Arrogant?: fuck no

- Insecure?: very

- Random?: sorta

- Hungry?: always

- Smart?: on certian things

- Moody?: yeah

- Organized?: sorta

- Shy?: yeah

- Difficult?: sorta

- Bored easily?: yeah

- Entertained easily?: kinda

- Obsessed?: kinda

- Lazy?: very

- Angry?: sometimes

- Happy?: not always

- Hyper?: no

- Trusting?: mostly
___________________________________________________________________________
R A N D O M
___________________________________________________________________________

- In the morning: fuck mornings

- Love is: fucking stupid

- I dream about: my death

- What do you notice first in the sex you're into: personality
___________________________________________________________________________
W H O
___________________________________________________________________________

- Makes you laugh the most: my lunch gang

- Makes you smile: karlin and evie

- Gives you a funny feeling when you see him/her: (looks side to side) jack..
_____________________________
D O | Y O U | E V E R
___________________________________________________________________________

- Sit on the internet all night waiting for that someone special to IM you?: nope

- Wish you were a member of the opposite sex?: please

- Wish you were younger?: i wish i was older

- Cry because someone said something to you?: yes

___________________________________________________________________________
N U M B E R
___________________________________________________________________________

- Of times I have had my heart broken?: 2 twice

- Of Cd's: like 2

- Of scars on my body: alot

- Of bones I've broken: none
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